March 2012
175 posts
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
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so jealous of the people who live near Disneyland.
seriously, if I lived around Disneyland, i would go there once a week. i wish i was there right now ):
February 2012
126 posts
step one: take out homework
step two: reward self with two hours of internet for getting that far
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"When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate....
me: I should go shower now
(five minutes later)
(another five minutes later)
(yet another five minutes later)
(more five minute intervals)
someone: (goes into the bathroom)
me: wow fuck you I was JUST about to go take a shower
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parents: you are on the computer too much, do something else
me: can i go to a friends house or have some money
parents: no
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what to do today
yesterday all i did was stay home and worked on the junior panelist spreadsheet. finally done. i want to go out and eat or buy clothes/shoes! i shall start homework later.
Me when I go out: I should've stayed home
Me when I stay home: I should've gone out
Me when i'm around people: i want to be alone
Me when i'm alone: I want to be around people.
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senior year?
yeah, i think i know what i want to take next year.
AP STATS
AP PYSCH
AP LIT
REG. GOV/ECON
ASB
home period
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that's annoying
when i’m just about to do something, but then i forget it right when i’m about to do it. -_-
all day: tired
time to go to bed: not tired
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oh, just laying down on my bed and listening to my stomach growl. happens all the time. not weird at all.
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what's new?
nothing.
school - “same shit, different day”
home every weekday doing homework
facebook and tumblr on a daily
seeing/hanging out with my significant other occasionally <3
TGIF TOMORROW. i love the weekends.
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bad habit
i have a tendency to check my Facebook and tumblr whenever i finish my homework that takes the most time. i need to stop! i still have other homework to do.
mr. benedicto? haha